Still Waiting

Monday, August 15, 2005

sighs.. =(((( i didnt dream of any auroras last night! haiz.. my dream to go on a camping trip to see an aurora is gone~ =( hai.. nvm.. i'll continue to sleep more and dream =)

haiz.. i badly want a camp.. i miss camping so so much.. i miss those camps that tire you out totally, those camps that force u to sleep at night.. those camps that need PT in the morning. now my camps are like all free time de lor.. very sian. =( i want outdoor camps! suddenly miss the student leader camps so much =( our batch is so suay.. got hit by SARS. no overseas trip, no OBS, no everything. =( so disappointed.

just one day.. trust me. i'll go on a backpack trip with one friend. of cos out of singapore, to other countries.. either southern or northern hemisphere de areas. i'll wait till i see an aurora!!! =( maybe i'll have to squat in the forests for years before i see one. =( it's rare..

anyways.. i've been sleeping so late nowadays.. hope i dont have another pimple outbreak again.. if i wake up early enough tmr, i'll cook my egg n bacon n ham bread!!=))) and i'll pin my hair neatly to school =) haha.. boy-ish hairstyle is not fun anymore. yay.. if i don't wake up early tmr, i cant finish my econs mcq homework too. =( haiz.. remember to bring jacket, cos i'll be having LOTS of lessons in the audi.. it's gonna freeze man..

anyways.. there'll be this china trip to either beijing, shang hai or xi an in late nov.. haiz.. but my mum isnt very supportive of me going! n i'm so so sad... i really wanna go! it's such a rare chance!!! they always say there'll be more opportunities in future.. god knows if they'll say this phrase again n again till all my chances pass by me right in front of my eyes. =( haiz.. i really wanna go la!!! =((( mum complains it'll be too cold lor.. but can buy clothes one right! and my aunt got so many winter clothings too.. can borrow from her ma!! it'll be such a good experience.. i don't wish to miss it! haiz.. can some miracle happen??? =<

okie.. i suppose that's all bah.. =((( gtg le la.. god please let me have a dream on auroras!!! tata.. my disc has completed its burning.. sleep liao le!! =)) nities!! 1.00 am le.. T.T

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